Progress.

The last time I posted, I mentioned that I hadn't been praying every day. Since acknowledging that fact, I have been trying to remember to pray as much as I can. I have been praying usually three times a day or more. It is really helping me get through the days. It is especially hard when I am around people of opposite energy - when I am very anxious and around people that aren't moving too fast, which is when I ask for more patience. Or when I am taking my time, and I am around people that are very anxious, and other situations like that. The more and more I go to church, read my bible and book of mormon and other inspirational writings and testimonies, spend time with fellow christians, pray, and stay away from temptations, the more my questions are answered, and hence why I blog less. I have less to complain about, and more to do than just sit on a computer or waste my days doing other mindless things. Today, however, I am at my Mom's house in Keyport. I came here yesterday and am staying another night. I love being out here in the country. I can't wait to live here again. There are a lot of pros. There are some cons, too, but isn't that with everywhere and everything? I am also very excited for my future, but still uncertain. I mean, we can't predict the future. I don't know what will happen. But I have faith and I know that it's God's will, not mine. I do want to go back to school, but I don't know what I want to do and I don't know if what I choose to study will be something that I will be able to do once I am married and want to start a family. I want to live in the country and just raise a good family and grow our own food and cook our own food and love each other and our neighbors, and teach them good values so that they can be good, helping, loving citizens of this universe.