Well, well, well. Look whose staying up until 5am... or later. Wednesday night I stayed up until past 7am playing PVZ. My Co-Worker gave me a copy of it. I haven't played it since I was living in my Oxford House before my computer crashed again. Tonight after I got home from a midnight meeting and hanging out, I uploaded another video onto my youtube account and played PVZ... and now I'm pretty much just doing anything to avoid going to sleep. The things I've been doing are obviously not important, anyways, since I don't even remember what I was doing 2 minutes ago on the computer. Just random stuff that doesn't matter... I wish I could remember, though...
Oh, yeah, I was reviewing businesses on google... strange.
This is what happens when I want to avoid doing things... including sleeping.
I stay up all night on the computer doing things that aren't important.
Instead of getting ADEQUATE SLEEP or doing stepwork or anything that would actually be BENEFICIAL to me.
Is that procrastination or a death wish?
It could be a little of both.
I should probably go to sleep.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Yayyy!!!
I'm sure my words will not give this justice, (especially since it is 3:19am and I'm just about brain dead) but I will try to describe what's up.
I have been really struggling to share my feelings, secrets, etc, with people. This morning I finally went to see my mental health psychotherapist to do paperwork, and I already feel so comfortable with her. We are going to start psychotherapy next week and do it once a week for now. I am so excited to start psychotherapy. I already feel more comfortable telling my secrets.
Tonight a very close friend of mine that I went to treatment with came over and we had an 'AANA' meeting. We read literature from both the Big Book and the Basic Text. It was awesome. I really opened up, and even though it was 'just' my friend, it was still just this amazing share, both times that her and I shared. Since it was so good, we decided that next Saturday we are each going to invite two girls to come join us!
After my friend went home, I stayed up for almost two more hours writing a "pre-amble" or whatever the thing is called that the secretary reads. SOO anyways... besides that, I got paid on Friday and paid Wells Fargo back all the money that I owed them, went clothes shopping, bought make-up, tithed and contributed money to my homegroup, and I still have money left over! I'm very excited about that.
I have been really struggling to share my feelings, secrets, etc, with people. This morning I finally went to see my mental health psychotherapist to do paperwork, and I already feel so comfortable with her. We are going to start psychotherapy next week and do it once a week for now. I am so excited to start psychotherapy. I already feel more comfortable telling my secrets.
Tonight a very close friend of mine that I went to treatment with came over and we had an 'AANA' meeting. We read literature from both the Big Book and the Basic Text. It was awesome. I really opened up, and even though it was 'just' my friend, it was still just this amazing share, both times that her and I shared. Since it was so good, we decided that next Saturday we are each going to invite two girls to come join us!
After my friend went home, I stayed up for almost two more hours writing a "pre-amble" or whatever the thing is called that the secretary reads. SOO anyways... besides that, I got paid on Friday and paid Wells Fargo back all the money that I owed them, went clothes shopping, bought make-up, tithed and contributed money to my homegroup, and I still have money left over! I'm very excited about that.
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