Checking in.

Checking in because I want to check out.
That instant when you realize that you don't want to do anything productive, are too tired to do anything at all, don't want to go to bed, and realize that it's been like this for days.
This isn't a first for me.
I'm in a "mode" that I've been in before many times, and I don't like it.
I'm hoping that I can just persevere through this and make it to a more healthy place soon.
For now, I suppose all I can do is the next right indicated step, which would probably be to go to sleep, since I need to wake up in about 5 1/2 hours.
Long days, short nights, many hellos, many goodbyes.