Hmm.

So here I am, 6 days before I am supposed to move back in with my mother, already moved some things here, and my mother tells me she wants me to move into the condo. Rent free. Just have to pay utilities. I guess I would be in the same situation either way. Except if I was to stay with my Mom, I wouldn't be paying utilities, and I wouldn't really be buying food. I just found this out a few hours ago, so it is still boggling my mind. I'm not really sure what I'm going to do. I guess I'm going to move in, try to get a roommate so that I can pay for some things, and probably try to get a job with Nate at comcast. If that doesn't work out I will try to get a job closer to the condo. Probably go to school. It just feels like I never get a break. This is one of the many reasons why I feel the way I feel about a lot of things. Families are so important. Because it's how you raise your children and what you can provide for them that depends on their future. I did not get the worst raising in the world, but God knows I didn't have the best either. I've worked with what I was given but I feel like I'm just at sea level. I'm not in massive debt or dead or anywhere below sea level, but I'm also not up high above, in major success. I'm always just barely making it, my bank account constantly at just barely not being overdrawn. I am just going to have to do this. I don't know what exactly it is I'm supposed to do yet. But I'm just going to keep PUSHing. (Pray Until Something Happens.) I could go on and on. I have so much more to say. But I'm so tired.